bas aise hi likh diya

sayings from ma heart

ab to apne seher k log parae  ho chuke hai,

ab to waha jaane ka man nai karta,

ab to yahi pe acha lagta hai,

jaha  seher parae par shayad log apne hai.

agar upar baadlo me dekhu to aapki tasvir sa bhram ho jata hai,

agar zamin ki kano ko dekhu to,

wo b ek sa hokar  aapki taraf ishara karte hai,

aur kehte hai ki yahi to kahani ka asali pehlu hai

jo tujhe bhram lagta hai, wo hi sachai hai,

jo teri thi kabhi  , wo ab chiz parai hai,

soch kar tadpa na apne dil ko,

kuch na hasil hoga,

par ab hum kya kare....................................

wo yaad,

wo pal,

wo dil,

wo dhadkan,

wo kisse................................................

aaj bhi humare dil me samai hai,

dimag samajh chuka hai par dil samajhne ka naam nai leta, kehta hai............

pyaar ka dusra naam dard hai,

aur ye dard is paar bhi hai aur us paar bhi

jab dard us paar bhi hai to us dard ki  aahat kyu nai hoti.

hum bilkul akele ho gaye hai,

kya wo ek baar bhi nai sochti????????????????

tanha sa lagta hai,

baithe-baithe aankhe nam ho jati hai,

tanha hokar bhi tanha nahi hai,,

itni sari yaade hai jo kabhi tanha nahi rehne deti hai

hume to bas ab intezaar hai.......................

us pyaari si hasi ka,  jo hansade humko!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

uski jaane wali baato ka  ,jo rula de humko!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

uski paas aane wali baato ka,jo hume air karib karde!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

uski door jaane wale baato aur khayalo ka , jo hume ruswaa kar de!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

intezaar hai uska , naa jaane wo kab aaegi,

haal-e-dil aur dil-o-dimag ko kuch jadu sa karke,

sab pehla sa kar jaaegi,

itne intezaar kiye hai, ek aur intezaar hi sahi

kehte hai intezaar ka fal meetha hota hai.........

hume to kadwa bhi chalege

par

ye intezaar     KHATM TO HO SAHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sorry for no blogs

sayings from ma heart
 hey , friends i was in home for the last 15 days
so iwas not able to write my blogs
but now i am back

no blogs for next 12 days

sorry, people but i will not be able post anymore blog's for the next    "12 days"

really sorry , but i have got some of my work to do....

goin to miss this blog.........

i will come soon............................................

if i ever leave the world ALIVE...

      sayings from ma heart




"If I Ever Leave This World Alive"

If I ever leave this world alive
I'll thank for all the things you did in my life
If I ever leave this world alive
I'll come back down and sit beside your
feet tonight
Wherever I am you'll always be
More than just a memory
If I ever leave this world alive

If I ever leave this world alive
I'll take on all the sadness
That I left behind
If I ever leave this world alive
The madness that you feel will soon subside
So in a word don't shed a tear
I'll be here when it all gets weird
If I ever leave this world alive

So when in doubt just call my name
Just before you go insane
If I ever leave this world
Hey I may never leave this world
But if I ever leave this world alive

She says I'm okay; I'm alright,
Though you have gone from my life
You said that it would,
Now everything should be all right

She says I'm okay; I'm alright,
Though you have gone from my life
You said that it would,
Now everything should be all right
Yeah should be alright 

birthday of a SPECIAL FRIEND

sayings from ma heart

                    "8TH JUNE  1992"


YES,THIS IS THE  "PRECIOUS DAY"  WHEN ONE OF MY FRIEND WAS BORN,  I REALLY LOVED THAT PERSON,
BUT DUE TO SOME MIS-UNDERSTANDING, THAT PERSON IS NOT WITH ME
(.....................................................................................................................................................)


NOW , PERSON ON THE DAY OF

YES , NOW THAT FRIEND OF MINE HAS TURNED TO 19(YEAR'S).

I JUST WANTED TO WISH MA FRIEND , A VERY VERY  HAPPY RETURNS OF THE DAY

MAY ALL UR WISHES COME'S TRUE

ON THIS DAY , JUST CLOSE YOUR EYE'S, ASK SOMETHING SPECIAL FOR YOURSELF,  AND I AM ALSO SITTING HERE PRAYING FOR YOU.

FOR YOUR SUCCESSFUL LIFE

&

BEST WISHES FOR 

 THE NEW LIFE YOU HAVE STARTED WITH WITH YOUR OWN FRIEND'S

I AM REALLY GLAD ON THIS DAY, CAUZ U JUST CANNOT SAY THAT,

"U HAVE GOT NO FRIEND'S NOW"

IT'S TOTALLY YOUR YOUR DAY, I JUST WISHED IF I COULD HAVE BEEN WITH YOU

(CAUZ   ACTUALLY , I  NEVER DID THAT)

OH, JUST FORGET THAT ALL KIND OF MISS HAPPENING'S THAT HAPPENED DUE TO ME

I REALLY WANTED TO CALL YOU, BUT JUST BY THINKING THAT IT'S GONNA CREATE A PROBLEM AGAIN

I AM JUST DUMPING THAT ....

MY LAST WORDS FOR YOU ,

ENJOY, IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY

LIVE YOUR LIFE UPTO THE FULLEST, UPTO  THE BRIM

because this life is never goin to return back, only the things that will come back will be the

"FLASH BACK  of the   MEMORIES"

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY"

ENJOY...

                     (WITH YOUR LOVED ONE'S)

:-)

again a heart touching .....one

sayings from ma heart

i felt , my eyes gone wet after watching this video

sayings from ma heart

sayings from ma heart

TUJHSE NAARAZ NAHI  ZINDGI,  HAERAN HU MAI,
TERE MAASUM SAWAALON SE, PARESHAAN HU MAI.


JEENE K LIYE  SOCHA HI NAHI , DARD  SAMBHALNE  HONGE,
MUSKURAAE TO,  MUSKURAANE  KE  KARZ   UTARNE HONGE,
MUSKURAAU  KABHI  TO  LAGTA HAI , JAISE HONTHO PE KARZ LAGTA  HAI


TUJHSE NAARAZ NAHI  ZINDGI,  HAERAN HU MAI,
TERE MAASUM SAWAALON SE, PARESHAAN HU MAI.




kabhi-kabhi zindagi hume, itna haeraan aur pareshan kar deti hai, ki hume kuch pata bhi nai chalta ki ...
ye kya ho gaya?
kab hua??
mujhe to aisa kabhi laga bhi nai???


par shayad isi ka naam to zindgi hai ,YAARO...
zindagi ka ye safar itna lamba hai ki,  pata nai ki hume kitne saare sathi milenge , or naa jaane kitne , us bheedd me bichad jaaenge...
uske baad to shayaad aap aur hum , bas kahi yu hi baith k
un yaado ko yaad karenge , kyuki 
"jaane wale kabhi nahi aate hai, agar kuch aati hai to sirf unki  YAAD"

bas mere sath bhi yu hi kuch huaa hai, mere 1 bahut khaas dost ne , humara sath hi chod diya , aur wo khus hai
par humara kya?
hmne to aaj tak yaado k sahare zindgi guzaari hai
humare liye to inke maaine ,humari zindgi me bahut  jyaada hai

aaj kuch aapse kehne ka man hai, pure dil se...

> if u have never been in  LOVE, go ahead , give ur  heart to someone, it really feels nice, whem someone is there to care for you, to hold you in their arm's , wen u need them
ooooooooooh, its so nice feeling


                                                                "go ahead & love someone"

>if ur hurted by someone, dont feel shy, u jus  go with your loved ones and cry infront of them, it feels so  nice , when ur tears  means something to some1. it really feels nice.


                                "cry out louder , it makes u strong & u then believe in reality"

> everyone in their life make mistakes , but there are only some person who will have the power to go infront of that person , and apologize to them, at that both the persons are at their weakest point, and are about to break.


"go & apologize , it makes u feel  ,everything cannot be right at the same time, some has to be wrong"

>if u have never gone in the rain and gone wet , then   pls pls go and try this , this is my favourite one.
jus let your hands be free, let ur mind ,body be free,,,,,,and u jus feel as if ur  jus a 5th year old kid, with no worry, sorrow's


              "enjoy the drops of rain on ur face, no1 can know  how much your  heart is crying"

>if u have never believed in some stranger , then just  start trusting a stranger , it really feels like , everything is new, a new start, a new friend, in a new world.......
in the end 
                              "either u will have a good friend OR  a good lesson"

>this world is so big, go and find some one , whom you can the ability to destroy you!!!!!
heart is not a heart until its broken, then u have to  have a person , who can mend that heart!!!!!
give that ability to only  one single person "who can broke OR mend ur HEART"


"it makes u feel as if ur the KING of the world"
try it...

>if u have never admire or respected a person , go ahead , do it ,  it gonna make u feel confident, at the same time , its gonna give that person some courage also , that , yes i have got something, i can do it
it really takes a lot of  pressure to admire some1, who is living here, i am not talking about the 
"DEAD  PEOPLE"




>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

i am so able to say  so kind of things, becauz i think dat , i have done it all
and
if something is left then, i will definitely goin to do this.


you know what is the difference between   AN ANIMAL  and   HUMAN'S???
it is that , we help each other in the  bad times , even if v are their enemie's, so please do not let the
"HUMAN  IDENTITY  DIE"

LOVE  PEOPLE, they are also the creation of   GOD.......................
please do not HuRT  ANY  ONE , and  if you do , then 


"YOU  ARE PERSON WHOS'S GOIN TO PAY FOR  THAT??????"


with LOVE ya...

kahaani abhi baaki hai mere......

Sayings from ma Heart

sometimes in LIFE, we all think dat, this is the end of the story...

but we just dont know at all that "KAHANI ABHI BAAKI HAI  MERE  DOST"

y the person who left u in the middle of the road,comes back to your LIFE & poke you again & again?

y the person whom you love the most, goes with someone else??

y does the person who LOVE'S you like , starts to HATE you like  HELL???

y does the person goes so far from you ,knowing dat they wont come back????

y does the person does the wrong thing, knowing that they are WRONG?????

can anyone be so stupid?

answer is yes!!!!!

 i dont know about the world but , yes , surely i know someone who was so FOOLISH  , on doin the mistakes, and that to being   ...........

                             "PREDICTABLE"

i just recieved a call from my FRIEND, who's  story , i have written  in my  PREVIOUS   BLOG.

that guy is my very very good friend...........

he called me ,told me something  about  what happened after  8th april  2011.

my friend told me that

she is calling him , again and again

boy told me that i jus dont knw y!!!!!!  she wants me to be her FRIEND, after break-up and i just told her NO

NO................

and she got angry with me.

days started passing on..

(but the GIRL was  just there , at that position where she has LEFT  my   FRIEND)

(as per my thinking)

my friend told me that, i thnk she is totally confused, confused on the thing that , with whom she should go...

he has already maked up his mind that, even if she come's back

he's gonna say that

"my heart  was ur's but u didnt  even look at it, now its lock in the body & yhe key is not with you, i dont know with whom is that key with!!!!!!!!!!!"

jus ater  the girl left him , he was totally  annoyed with the things goin around.....

so he decided to go to his HOME...

for 1 day

 so ,on  21-4-2011  i.e. 21 april , he went on his way to his home,,,,,

he was there in  his  HOMETOWN

(i cant tell,sorry  people, its TOP-SECRET)

the time he walked out of the platform, from the railway station, his eyes started searching for some1

but the mind told him ,

 "WHAT  ARE  YOU  SEARCHING  HERE   FOR,   WHICH   IS   NOT   YOURS?"

(in the end he was happy that , he was there for only 1 day)

he was scared, totally scared to go out of his HOME!

he was scared that if he will see that girl again, what will he say to her?

or will she come and talk to me?

will she  recognize me or not?

there were so many questions in his mind , but no 1 , to answer them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

he was jus, jusssss.........(no words to explain his EMOTIONS)

 after staying there for a day

HE WAS back to his train for his college

as he was sitting in his seat , watching outside the window and  remembering , that  wen i used to go back from my home to my college, then how she used to  call me in the train & used to say that=>>

>take care of urself

 >dont eat anything from the stranger's

>dont take ur hand out of the window, in the running train..

blah blah blah...........

(he he he he.....)

but now no one is here to say that, he was thinking more about her

then suddenly,

HIS PHONE RANG

& GUESS , WHO WAZ IN THE PHONE??????

DAT  GIRL GUY'S

YES , THE SAME GIRL , WHO LEFT MY FRIEND.........

(wow , now wat will u call this, an incident ,naaaaaaaaaaaaa

i will call this connection of the HEART'S)

the boy jus felt that , his pain was getting down, with her sweet voice, touching deep down her, HEART!

(i also jus imagined if such tragedy could have happened to me, then what's gonna be my condition!)

(huh, forget that man!!!!!)

now also , by the MEANS   OF:-

>ORKUT

>BLOGGER

>HIS   FRIENDS   ON    FACEBOOK

that GIRL  , is trying to keep an EYE on him.

she's watching his  each  and every step, wer  is he   goin,,,,,, what has happened  to his semester results????

and the boy jus dont know anything

y, is dat girl  , having an  EYE on  him.............

(i really feel bad dat , wen the boy was her's , she didnt   have an eye on him, but now after , getting so far

she wantsssss?????)

(QUESTION   IS   THAT   , WHAT  DOES  SHE   WANTS   NOW???????)

she is jus coming now and then , making her presence feel

as if she  wants to be with ____________???  with whom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

now , that guy (my  friend )

called me up and said  two lines , which touched ma   HEART

Y  GIRL ,  Y,   DID YOU   TOOK  SO  MUCH  OF  TIME   TO   SAY    ME  DAT

                                   "I HATE YOU"

(I REALLY  PUT  MA  HATS  OFF, FOR  THE  RELATION  OF)

                      (5th    september 2005    to     8th april  2011)

story still continues.............................................................................

cauz its not yet the   "happy ending"

(he he he he   :-))

reality of PERSON!!!

sayings from ma heart


this is a REAL STORY    of ma friend all happened due to a
                                          "BIG MISTAKE"




oh GOD,  MISTAKES!!!
y do the human beings are not perfect? if they do they would have never done mistakes....


all of us make mistakes SOME  BIG , SOME SMALL


small mistakes can be overcome  easily but wat abt the BIGGER one's.
in my point of view, we should forgive them those who make mistakes bigger or smaller.
cauz if u will not forgive dat person dat person will occupy an unnecessary space in ur HEART.


it's truly said that"u remember d person ,u hate 10 times more than the person whom u LOVE"
so u should just forgive that person...

i have also made many mistakes but not at that extent that its goin to make a person die being ALIVE!
i have never BROKEN anyone's heart... & if i have ever done that un-knowingly please forgive me.
but i know i have never done that...   :-) 


someday sometimes a person makes such kind of mistakes that  he/she is totally unable to come infront of dat person to tell the truth, cauz they knew that 
their MISTAKE just cannot be forgotten,,,,,,,even if FORGIVEN

just recently i have came across 1 of my close friends  "HEART-BREAK"


their relation was a long one it waz from   "5september 2005   to  8 april 2011"
its such a long relation na!
but it hardly matter's to thAT  GIRL.
yes d main cauz waz the girl......


the girl used to live in her hometown(i cannot tell that sorry)
and the boy also used to live there, but after his 12th examination , he has to leave his HOMETOWN and had to go to someother state
for his studies
and the girl was the only one who forcefully sended him  for further studies, so that they can live "HAPPILY   EVER    AFTER"
(the boy was from a middle class family but the girl was from a high class family)
boy was stupid it just didnt understand, wat is goin to happen?!!???


he went there started studying, he was good at studying and he showed there in his college.


then the days started passing.......
boy was thinking only how to get a good job, then how to marry dat "princess".

then was the turnover
one day asusual the girl called him 
but something dat he heard was not ususal
girl told him that "the sir who used to come to teach me , he just came in ma HOME today, when i was alone in ma house . he came and hugged me"
the next sentence just  maked him a DEAD  PERSON..
it waz "AND  HE  KISSED ME   ALSO"


the boy waz just totally speechless , whatever he thought just went the wrong way,
he tried to cope up with it,,,,,,,,,,,and 
"HE  FORGIVES   HER"

                                         


he loved her a lot.........
and the girl promissed him that she will never-ever do such thing in future.
also promissed that she will  not even make friend ship with boys , cauz they are wid d girl only for "PHYSICAL  RELATIONSHIP"


HE WAS JUST BLINDLY  FOLDED IN THE NAME OF LOVE
(i really feel pity on him)


then d days started passing on..........................


it is nicely said that:-
"people try to make out , how is the nature of the person, or what kind of person you are  by comparing them what they do!!!!!!!or with what they have done"


the boy was truly dedicated  to her so he also thought  her to be
but 
the girl was not
never ever
so she allways used  to think that being far from her, that boy must be having some more girl friends
other than her.........


but she was wrong; almost wrong, totally wrong...................


then d came when the india won the world cup
they had a great fight...............


the boy & girl both stopped callin each other


two days passed on , no call , no message......................


third day :-
one of the friend of the boy called him saying dat the girl was roaming wid someone else boy!!!!!
boy just thought that he must be a coaching friend, must have gone there for notes........




oh GOD......................
the final day...
8th april  2011


dat friend  who called him up and told him about she was roaming  with some guy,
again called him and told him dat she is watching movie right now, with the same guy, he saw the last time.....




after keeping the phone, the boy was toally confused wat to do or not to do?


so he just called her, it was really true, she was with the same guy.........................


the boy started saying:-
y r u duin this?
do you know wat r u duin?
wats gonna happen next?


...        .......             ................               ................................                          
the boy was ....................
(he started crying, he started calling his friends , and started crying)


wen he asked dat girl  she simply told dat:-
"i was in LOVE  with you, but now   I  DON'T"

(u all just tell me , is the mistake of the  BOY/GIRL?????????)


interesting thing was that the girl loved that boy..........


but
she has made such kind of horrible mistake in her life that, she was afraid to come back to his LOVE......






and  now also she is with the same guy............


the boy is almost LONELY????
naaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
he hates d word called lonely.


hes happy


but by thinking dat he was "CHEATED   IN   THE   NAME   OF    LOVE"


JUST KILLS   HIM    UP...............................


(many people in their lives make such kind of mistakes that they are  terrified to go , ask for forgiveness
because they are coward. i say if u have the courage to make a mistake , then have the courage to go and say i have made mistake now its on you wat you will do with ME....................................)


"HATE       NO-ONE   , LOVE   EVERYONE"
and


BE HAPPY......................................................................