sayings from ma heart

                                                                         

hey, man 
it was just fantastic afternoon.
today we have our c++ lab, we had our grand viva today!!!!!
the main fact is dat, i was knowing nothing about it!!!
& the funny thing is that i scored 2 out of 4...
without knowing a single answer.
wen my sir started asking question's!!!!!
i was sittng
actually i only knew the topics name....but i didnt knew ,wat is the work for dat
or the exact defination.
after the 3rd question,one of the two sir sittng ther e started laugh out like HELL..........
he waz the only guy who knew dat i knew nothing!!!!!!!
my room partner ROSHAN KUMAR was also sitting next to me
his situation waz also the same , like mine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then slowly slowly we all 4 of us sitting over there started  laughing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


then after our turn it was no more a viva , but it began to b a talk show!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
& our sir acting like  "NAVJOT SINGH SIDDHU"(of the laughter show)




then was the the funniest thing to b happen
SIR asked me mine final  question
& i had to say something at that time
so whtever english i knew at that time!
whatever c++ i knew at that time!
i jus mixed up all , like a mixture!!!!!!!
& started  saying whwever i knew
i jus dont know wat i have said , dat gave me 2 out of 4
if i were the teacher i would have given "0"


so it waz definately a funny thing
cauz 
funny people funny world
crazy people crazy world


now u decide which one is better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

miss you MUMMY...

sayings from ma heart





this was e-mailed to me ,by one my very GOOD FRIEND of BHILAI, u can call him as my "SENIOR".
his name is ASHISH GUPTA, he's a great guy.
v used to live in the same flat , but different room's.
sometimes v used to sit together & jus talk abt the FUTURE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he occupies a respected area in ma heart.
he's jus oscum.......un-comparable....totall bindaas(when he thinks he shud be!!! ha ha  hhaa haaa)............


one imp thing is that he never forget's my BIRTHDAY......which many of ma friends do {specially "ADITYA CHATURVEDI"}.




there is jus a few lines , after reading , i felt my eyes to b WET..........!!!!!!
i hope so u do will feel d same...............................








dedicated to all d students far from HOME=>>>

                                                                              
nind bahut aati hai padhte padhte,
MAA to hoti to keh deta,
ek cup chai bana de.


thak  gaya hu mess ki roti kha kah k,
MAA tu hoti to keh deta 
paratha bana de.


wahi koshish roz khush rehne ki,
MAA tu hoti,
to tere sath mai DIL se muskura leta.


bahut dur nikal aaya hu ghar se
MAA tere sapno ki parwaah na hoti,
to kabka ghar chala aaya hota.


tarasta hu tere pyaar k saagar ko,
mamta k aanchal ko paane k liye,
yaha to koi daya ki bhik b nai milti.


ji raha hu tan se haar kar,
man ko maar kar,
ghar se dur,
apno se alag,
matlabi sansar me,
fir b kar raha hu apne aap se ladayi akele akele...............


SIRF TERE LIYE MAA...
SIRF TERE LIYE...

                                                                      

u mus b searching for d title for this i wrote..................now u only give the title !!!!!!!

sayings from ma heart

                                                               

sayings from ma heart

dar lagta hai , us raah me chalne me ,

jis raah me tum hume chor k chale gae ho,

apne hi dhadkano ko sun k dar lagta hai ki,

wo b  mera sath na chod de...

dar lagta hai anjano se rishte banaane me,

kahi wo b to dhokha na de de...

dar  lagta hai sare logo se , ki koi mera hath na tham le,

jis hath ko kisi aur ne thaam k rakha tha,

kahi us hath ki khusbu na chali jaye,

                                                

dar lagta hai jab mausam badalne lagta hai....

un baarish k bunde yaad aati hai,

unk sath biti har kahani yad aati hai,

par aapk gusse k karan, JAB badal garajta hai

tab dar lagta hai...

jab apna koi paraya ho jata hai, itne saalo k rishte ko,

ek pal me tod k chala jata hai....

hume duniya se ladna sikhata hai

aur fir akele is duniya me ladne k liye chod jata hai,

tab dar lagta hai...

bharose ki kya baatkarte ho,

 bharosa to sirf bache ya fir jaanwar  k upar hi kiya ja sakta hai,

kyuki wo kabhi jhut nai bolte,

par insaan tab kya kare

jab koi apna bacha hi bharosa tod de 

aur kuch bolne ko na chod de 

to,

to dar lagta hai...

                                                   

ab to us  tute sapno ke seher "RAIPUR"  me jaane se dar lagta hai,

jaha k log kabhi apne hue harte the,

aaj un logo ko dekh k sirf,

tahaai,

udaasi,

aur 

dhoke ki baate yaad aati hai..

par hum in saari baato k baare me kabhi nai sochte

pata hai kyo?

kyuki !hume to in saari baato ke  bare me soch kar  hi bahut dar lagta hai...

                                                 

hum the ,tum the kitne ache the

koi duriyaan na thi

sirf  sach  aur  wafa ki  buniyaad pe rista tha,

jab tumne ek-ek kar k riste todna shuru kiya,

is dil ne kuch na kaha

par ab to itni duriyon ko dekh k,

hum dono k risto mo itne logo ko dekh k,

jis aankh me kabhi aansu na tha,

aaj aaine me un aansu ko dekh k ..................

kya kahu ab mai!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bahut

bahut hi jyada "DAR    LAGTA   HAI"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sayings from ma heart

"NO LOVE , NO LIFE" 
but if ur LOVE chEAts wid U, 
then u START to 
liVE ur LIFE WIdout LOVE>>>>

so pls dont ever cheat wid anyone ,WHO LOVE's YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LIKE HEAVEn

somethin i felt today & i gave some PEACE to my heart

sayings from ma heart




ita really a damn true thing

"there r only few LOVE STORIES" 

in which ,in the end it is written as

"and they lived happily ever after........................................................................"

think of it...

sayings from ma heart

Who'd ever thought that I would see this day

Where I would see my ghetto life fade away

'Cause I was lost and couldn't find a way

And now I look forward to everyday

Welcome to my sunny day

Block, don't stop, always stayed hot

No matter how the seasons got

I still remember when they took me away

Kept it on lock, then I got caught

I realized I had to stop

Then I took the time to explore a better way

Searched high and low, so close yet so far to go

I just know there's a sunny day

Who'd ever thought that I would see this day

Where I would see my ghetto life fade away

'Cause I was lost and couldn't find a way

And now I look forward to everyday

Welcome to my sunny day, my sunny day

Everyday a better day

Welcome to my sunny day, my sunny day

Everyday a better day

Welcome to my sunny day

Been a long day, on my way

To my holy place to pray

Give thanks for every blessing given to me

I know there's more to see, more to me

No more living in misery

'Cause this is how I visioned life to be

Searched high and low, so close yet so far to go

I just know there's a sunny day

Who'd ever thought that I would see this day

Where I would see my ghetto life fade away

'Cause I was lost and couldn't find a way

And now I look forward to every day

Welcome to my sunny day, my sunny day

Everyday a better day

Welcome to my sunny day, my sunny day

Everyday a better day

Welcome to my sunny day

sayings from ma heart\

d worse number i cursed at, now itz goin to be my favourite as well as ma lucky number.................
i really have a lot of trouble now a days...........
i dunt knw wats it is really
wen its goin to end ................................
jus waiting for d day wen this type of thing will be over
over for allways..................
waiting for d right time................................

lover to a lover

sayings from ma heart

Image of you in a cloud rolls by
The sky opens up, somewhere in my mind
A vision of you in a pale blue dress
Tears falling down, you took my breath
Memories of you . . .

Rain always hides these tears in my eyes
Thunder laughs and my soul dies
Will I hear your voice
Will I touch your skin
Will the ocean waves let me in

Epitaph read like a warning sign
Lightning strikes, I close my eyes
A vision of you in a torn red dress
Tears in your eyes, your hair a mess
Memories of you . . .

Rain always hides these tears in my eyes
Thunder laughs and my soul dies
Will I hear your voice
Will I touch your skin
Will the ocean waves let me in

The time is near, the time is nigh
To answer the call, to answer the cry
My head still spins, my body aches
Cold wind stings my eyes, my face
Look around, no one there
Will anybody notice, anyone care . . .

Will I hear you laugh
Will I see you cry
Will this world just end and let me die

no 1 is alone

sayings from ma heart

You're Never Alone

Here's a poem for all those weak people, who always feel that there is no one to love them or help them in their difficult times. But there is always someone close to you and you just need to take a look, to find the special one close to you and that you're never alone...

You're never alone, I'm always near,
When your troubled, down or blue.
All you have to do is call me,
I'm always here for you.

When you are sad,
And you feel you can't go on.
Tears well in your eyes
And the pain is so strong.

It doesn't matter where I'm at,
It doesn't matter when.
When you need someone to talk to,
I'm here to be your friend.

So far from your friends,
And you're all on your own.
No-one to run to,
So very alone.

You're never alone, I'm always here,
Through the good times and the bad.
I'm always here to be your friend,
I don't like to see you sad.

Remember . . . .
I'm Always here for you . . 

sayings from ma heart

Staying Alone

This is a short poem for the one whom I am waiting for. Feeling lonely and tired of staying alone now. Hope to find The One soon, who would help me cross the crisscross roads...

Life! Oh I tell you
Is merry only for few.
I wish I was one amongst them
To live it happily ever through.

To crib for, I have plenty
To Lose I have none.
Lost the love I found
Everyone here is only for fun.

Not blaming individuals though
But circumstances YES for sure.
This is what life teaches me
Even though I keep my thoughts pure.

Living in harmony all days long
Now that I see everything gone.
Life's not that easy to make a turn
Cos my hands already have burns.

Hoping for an end to the turmoils in life
Staying alone, Patiently waiting for a good time.
Finding the fairy of my dreams
In this life, that's shorter than it seems.

A Happy Loner!

sayings from ma heart

A Happy Loner!

Loneliness does not always mean dejection, it can be exhilarating when solitude is not by circumstances but by design.

Aloneness can be fun!
It gives you the very essential,
Personal space,
An infinite expanse to live within.

Ironic to the situation,
Is the state of mind;
Where thoughts are not solitary,
But accompanied by myriad reflections.

A place to let your soul free,
Where you introspect.
And also TRY to be composed,
When it's time to retrospect.

You are all free and on your own,
No hand to lend,
No shoulder to lean,
Yet everything set to your tone.

At the same time
Nothing to lose;
Nor a thing or a beloved,
Journeying ahead all alone.

You don't feel sorry,
Since it is your chosen track.
You know what not to expect,
And what will never set you back.

Thence, a feel-good experience,
When one chooses to be so:
A happy loner...
Experiencing a world of your own,
Even when....ALONE!!

jus alive

sayings from ma heart

sayings from ma heart

Echos in empty places
Wandering around sad faces
Assembling scattered traces
Leading to those unsolved cases


Living life in despair
A smile on the face, is what I wear
My soul can no longer bear
Peoples judgment when they stare


Thinking life is a big mistake
My beliefs start to shake
My commitments tend to break
Affecting every decision I make


Secrets buried so deep
Haunting me, whenever I am asleep
Frightening me, causing me to weep
Sanity, I can no longer keep


Eyes full of tears
Memories wrapped with fears
Agonizing screams is what I hear
In all those passing years


I will give in to darkness temptations
I will go there with no sedation
I can no longer find my salvation
I have already lost my liberation 

DonT pLAy wiD mE

 Don't play with me
I've got eyes
And I can see
Stop running in circles
Hoping I'll get dizzy
I'm not blind
And I'm not dumb
But the pain you're causing
It makes me wish I was numb

What's a lie?
And what's a truth?
Answers I never get from you

If you want me
Then hold me close
But if you don't
Then please just let go
I can't stay here if everything is in vain
Not for this amount of pain

So push past the lies
Look me the eyes
And the most important part
Look deep inside your heart
What did you find?
You show first this time
And I promise
If you show me yours
Then I'll show you mine

P.S. I love you - I love you till the end [lyrics]

sayings from ma heart

i jus wish some1 wud have wished me like i did!!!!!!

sayings from ma heart

Its 23rd may.

its ma frnd neha's bthday i gave her a call to wish her a happy bthday.

i jus downloaded a happy bthday mp3 tone to make her listen dat.

but d call was on waiting.

then i realized dat all r not alone like me, everyone has got some of their best buddies wid dem.

& i jus don knw to whom to go wid & to whom to talk wid.

my life has became empty after the relation of 5sept 2005-8april 2011.

something is goin wrong here ,

but i am not able to get dat.

but i am HAPPY...

my life wanted me to like dis & so i m ready to go on ma path...

"path is d same now also but some of of ma guider has left me alone to find my own path"

i am jus feeling very tired

so i am goin to sleep now.............................................

morning start

sayings from ma heart

Take A Challenge Everyday

Take a challenge everyday
That tomorrow should be better than today.
When I fight my innerself, I do lose battles sometime
But the war with myself, is what I win everytime.

I crib not, about what is gone 
I forget the nights, start afresh every dawn. 
Present, is what, I create and enjoy 
Content am I, like a child with his toy.

What it is! matters, not to me 
Coz I believe to see what can be. 
Not blaming others, faults in me, is what I see 
Coz I believe if it is to be it is up to me.

I just not know how to smile 
But I believe in spreading a smile. 
Its not easy to spread a smile, 
For this, one needs to walk an extra mile.

Step by step, step by step, is how I tread the path 
In sea of failures, to reach success, I took a bath 
The fun lay, not in the destination 
But journey itself was a fascination.

Nothing came free, but with success in mind 
I payed the price, not just money, but in every kind. 
What it is to successful, had I known 
To reach it, double the efforts, would I have sown.

I counted not the seeds in a fruit 
But counted the fruits that came from every root. 
I hit the iron when it was hot 
But ridicule in return is all I got.

BUT

When I touched the pinnacles, I saw the viewpoints alter 
Concern in return for a little hard work, I think was a good barter… 
Concern in return for a little hard work, I thought was a good barter…

sayings from ma heart

Uski Chahat men GuZarti meri Hr Sham Thi,

Mere Dil Se

NiKli Hui Hr

DUA us k Naam Thi,

Ab muJhKo ilZam Na Do BeWafai Ka,

Mere Hathon Ki laKeron

men WAFA Aam Thi,

Qadar Pocho

uS Se Jo Krte Hain MOHABBAT is Qadar,

Sirf us k Sheher men MOHABBAT meri BADNAAM Thi,

Apni JAN Ka NaZrana Kaise

Karte Paish usKo,

us k ISHQ men Hr Sans Jo meri Nelam Thi,

Kaise Chor dete Tnha Zindagi K Safar men,

us k Baghair to Meri Zindagi GUMNAM Thi